I'm BA-ACK

Okay, so I'm back in Edinboro after an extended stay in NY and a trip to Oregon via San Francisco for my Uncle's wedding. The SF part totally rocked and I feel super priveleged and happy to have seen the west coast and been a city where everyone seems so awesome and open and such. Definitely gave me some new grad school options. Maybe. Family = meh at best. That part always = meh at best. GRR stress and not niceness and ppl not caring that you exist. But that's ok. Because to achieve enlightenment i need to get over my ego anyway. Right? Right?

But anyway, the point of this is, I always sit and use this to complain, but tonight I'm sitting and reading everyone else's journal entries for the first time in months and really wishing I'd kept in touch better. So I'm asking for help. If I'm around, or don't update this thing in two weeks at the most, with random life stuff and non-bitching, would anyone out there keeping track please kick me in the butt?

I don't want to destroy/lose/let go of any more friendships than I already have with my laziness and especially with being so stuck in my own little world. I love you all- hope I can find a way back to the land of the sharing.

~M